MIRROR

mirror on the wall
stared along the aged
adored behind the night
stayed always..above the cloud...

mirror on the wall
tell me that you'll here with me
give me heart,so i can see the ground

mirror..mirror..my old friend...
don't be sad while the sky painted, grey...
me..here standing just for you

Oh my dear..
we will walk through the heaven
sail together on the wings
dance happily across the stars
and sing a sound of dreams...hopes...

you my live...
don't you cry..
i'll leave the smile...
though my eyes freze with tears
never past and go with..
ceaselessly me and you..

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[CHORUS:]When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
-[Chorus]
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
[Chorus]
[my immortal-evanescence-]

kisah dewi angin

ketika angin bernyayi
pagi berkabut..
tersembunyi..
sepi..
tidak awan,matahari, lembah , sungai atau pun pelangi
tidak juga gunung dan pepohonan
ya..
tidak satupun meniup nada, menebar canda , mengores tawa...
semua kelabu..
sibuk menghalangi..
dan juga..
menangis...
sang angin berputar,melompat,berlari,dan pergi..
menyelinap dan meratap..
berkelana mencari kata..
dan juga menebar air matanya..
membagi..kesedihan..
tanpa tahu siapa terpikat..
andai..
dewi angin meminta..
mungkin..
seseorang akan menerima..
merasa..
atau pun menyambut...
ya..
andai dewi ...
meminta..

di bawah hujan

atap terasa dingin..
udara tersamar angin
waktu..meninggalkan hujan

melodi sepi..tertahan..
masanya dan masaku kini telah membeku..
mengkristal bersimpuh gagu..

nada air mata

nada air mata
melayang menerka hampa
berselimut selendang kosong
mengapung sudah arah pandangku....

gelap..mengukir waktu
enggan mengganti setiap saat masa
suara hati melayu sudah..
detak menunggu,menanti..lelah..

my thought....zz

hahaha...i know,i relize that i'm not so good in poems..huhu
but i got these stuff in my poem book..(orishinill..zz)

so check these out...
:)))

my decision

dari beberapa hari yang lalu, gue sudah membuka banyak blog orang yang gue temui di internet.

u know what??..i've just decided to make my posting's blog in English...coz i've seen many students have written their blog in english in my age. so, why not?? i can improve my english, i am going to do it no metter if it is with the worst

grammer ever ..

I AM going to make some posting in english started now..(even it will not always in english but i AM going to post it as often as i can..)..

woohiooo...i know it IS hard but i believe that, writing can my english better than before...

magrib..

hahaha...ga kerasa uda hari ke empat kita puasa..dan asyiknya nyokap gue bikin mie kuah yang enak banget buat buka puasa hari ini..woohoo...
walau ga puasa tapi gue sebagai 'tukang makan' ikut ngerasain yang namanya makanan-buat-buka-puasa...

hahahhaa....
oke,tadi sich gue ada satu kejadian aneh...

gini loh,,

gue tadi kan keluar-rumah-dengan-perut-kenyang,lalu gue dengan santai tanpa dosa buka pintu gerbang rumah lama untuk menuju rumah baru...nah , gue tiba - tiba melihat suatu sosok hitam, kecil, lonjong, dan berekor...(bukan..bukan sendal tetangga)

DAN ITU ADALAH FU**IN RAT!!!!!!!!....omg...gue berusaha ngindarin si tikus bego itu (begonya) juga kayaknya panic...jadi..terjadilah...
SI TIKUS BANG**T ITU NGELEWATIN KAKI KANAN GUE...(ngelewatin means accrosing my foot, ON!!!)
i ..who's in panic syndrome scream immediately and...u know what?!! i stuck in a silly pose...!!
kaki ngangkat satu,tangan keatas satu...DAN unfotunately ada orang lewat naek motor ngeliatin gue...
i'm soo embarased!!!!!....fucking u!!!stupid,dummy,silly,idiot,etc...RATTSS i'm gonna kill UUUU!!!!!!!!!!!

lagu yang gue sukaaa part 2...:DDDDDDDDDD

toki no mukou kaze no machi e..
nee,tsurete itte..
shiroi hana no yume kanaete..

amai yubi de kono te wo tori..
nee,tooi michi wo
machibiite hoshii no
anata no soba e..

sono utagoe taeni hiru sagari
mezamete futari wa hitotsu ni nari..
shiawase no imi wo hajimete shiruno deshou
tsurete itte?? e...

sono utagoe setsunaku takara kani
subete no kokoro ni hibiku no deshou..
shiawase no imi wo shirazuni nemuru yoru ni??e..

mada shianai yume no mukou
nee,tooi michi wo
futari de yukeruwa
kaze no machi e...
(kaze no machi e-ost tsubasa chronicle..)

lagu yang gue sukaaa

• Playground school bell rings again
  Rain clouds come to play again
  Has no one told you she's not breathing?
  Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
  Hello ..
  
  If I smile and don't believe
  Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
  Don't try to fix me I'm not broken
  Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
  Don't crySuddenly I know I'm not sleeping
  Hello, I'm still here
  All that's left of yesterday
  
  (evanescence-hello)