old hobby comes back

i'm just thinkin' and...

eng ing eng....

piano was painted by me..painted with paint program in windows,rite??

gutgut...

although little messy all around,i felt great to did my old hobby...:))))

why????

heheehe...
i dunno why now, i like to make poems...
hmmm in fact, i do shame to publish all mine, coz i am too shame....:)))

like this day,this aftern i just made one more...:P

here's da poem:

barely you

rain cloud comes and bring grey

felt it was yesterday when i said goodbye

oh my,too hard to feeling nice

just distracted ,saw you're gone

i've tried to abolish those memories

again and again staring you

waitin' on my clock,relized my side

filling here with emptiness

ground kept me, all secretly

a lay on my fairy tears

i broke both my wings

changed them into reality and shape myself

forgetin' shallow dream..

take a sorrowfull to make me breath

cuting your snare and getting free

i do strong enough to bring my steps

leavin' all my past

btw, i've made song's lyric..

is there any of you want to make the melody for me, i can't make it well...:DDD

ketika aku mulai...lupa..

telah kucoba...menangis...
menangis dan menangis...
tapi,andai aku bisa..
akan selalu kubuat air mataku mengalir..
bukan membeku dan menguap
bukan membatu dan terlupakan
ingin...rasanya tertawa
namun aku telah kehilangan warna
tak akan pernah ada kata
bersama memudarnya senyumku
hatiku kini tertutup...
rapat,terpendam jauh disana
semua itu bohong..
apakah mereka tahu bohong itu menyakitkan??
racun...
terlalu sakit untuk terucap atau terlihat
sampai aku lupa ternyata...
aku telah berbeda
aku..tak seperti dulu
aku mendingin,mungkin akan mati...
mati dalam hatiku juga senyumku...