Kamis, 12 Maret 2009

Written by Lulu

My name is Lulu . 3 years ago someone took me from far away and brought Lulu to my present Master . Lulu cared master so much . Lulu cannot lie that lulu wants to write some story now . Lulu is living in master's room .
master's room quite messy sometimes but, master cleans it up every times she is getting cough with that allergy . Lulu sad when master gets ill for those things . Lulu happy if master smiles , but hurt also at master's dew . master always hugging lulu when master cry . Lulu can felt master's dews between lulu's skin . Lulu wanted to cry with , but no dew comes out . lulu wants to cry .
last days , master said something about miracle . Lulu does not know what it is . Lulu can't talk so , lulu just listed to master's words . master said miracle means : irrational , untrusted , and destructive . master always said that . master never believes in miracle . master said real world had no good . Right-wings will betray their own left-wings . many scars , crushed the tissue so , they will not fly . master said immortal miracle which will gained along the lifetime never exist . master not believed the true miracle , so was soul mate as well . Master , Lulu worried about you . Lulu is looking at master every times master sleeps beside lulu . Master... master... master... Lulu is here all the time .
Lulu knew there were many butterfly wings in this world . they are happy . but , why master did not ? Lulu wants master's happiness . smile as many as master could . Lulu 's master felt strange if master found butterfly wings with unconditional miracle . master said it was weird . although my master has already felt being a butterfly wings . my master never wanted to fly back the previous one .
Lulu has an old friend . He is kurohane-san . kurohane-san told lulu that master just dizzy because of society . kurohane-san said there were many kind hearted sunrises out there . but , master haven't found sunrise yet . He said lulu has to be master's lullaby until master find sunrise . Lulu swore , lulu is going to accompany master until night passed down . poor master .
but yesterday , shineylock was scrolling all new gossips . lulu hated gossip . wait , lulu heard master's story! how dare she gossiping about master!
"calm down sweety , let's just knowing what was that all about . you said you cared master rite? we are not at smart house when master went to it . Shineylock was there my dear." said kurohane-san .
I obeyed him . kimi wa watashi no sempai desu kara . Lulu kept hearing . Lulu heard it , shineylock told us that my master staring at one of sunrises whose sat in the chamber . shineylock angry with that sunrise because that sunrise already had a left-wing to fly . Yes! Lulu was mad also! lulu wanted to slam that butterfly wings . although , they didn't know about master's miracle . my little master . poor girl . won't that sunrise realizes that my master was staring at that sunrise all the time? will that sunrise ? that sunrise was a big dummy though .
Shineylock saw another . Master just ready with all tools when master worried about that sunrise . That sunrise never there until the white piece were distributed . that sunrise always missing! Lulu hated that sunrise so much . that sunrise made my master felt in that way .
"where was he?" master said . shineylock decreased her own feeling to kill that sunrise .
shineylock sure enough , that sunrise just with that sunrise's left-wing . Yucks , lulu wanted to kick that silly butterfly wings . muddy did .
Shineylock did not really know how important that sunrise was . but , my master looked like to go with miracle . my master start to smiled deeper with it . shineylock said (again) , master liked that sunrise's box . that box will threw a beautiful voice at the time he played with it . I knew , Master likes historical melody . Historical melody quite difficult to mastered . so , my master absolutely bewitched by that . yesterday , day moon was very dark . covered by our rainy dew .
Oh my dear master . my master is turning sound reflection from the violet box all the time . not talking to it , pressing it's side , or rather touching things on it's screen . my master was attracted by it's voice . voice with pretty phrases . my master easily got the dews down by it .
"I need to know what's on your mind
these coffee cup are getting cold
mind people passing by
they don't know i'll be leaving soon.."
Lulu likes the voice . it made lulu feel calm . wind , wind , and wind . too bad, master in sadness field . today, shineylock saw that sunrise spent spare time at smart house with that sunrise's left-wing . Shineylock was getting angry when knew it . shineylock said , master's face just same as the time master found grand madam death .
Master should be happy . master has to find another sunrise . up to then , just Lulu . Lulu is master's star . glowing master's heart . disappearing master's pain . moreover master! kurohane-san to shineylock mo , daijyoubu desu . Master , everything gonna be alright .
Signed by ,
Lulu

Selasa, 09 Desember 2008

Lyric ...lyric...and lyric

Katakan padaku yang sebenarnya kau mau
Agar aku bisa lanjutkan hidupku
Perasaanku mengatakan ‘kan ada pisah
Tapi mengapa kau menarik ulur hatiku

Jika kau butuh katakan butuh
Jika kau cinta katakan cinta

Katakan padaku apa yang harus ku buat
Biarkan kau bahagia dan aku juga bahagia
Perasaanku mengatakan ‘kan ada pisah
Tapi mengapa kau menarik ulur hatiku

Jika kau butuh katakan butuh
Jika kau cinta katakan cinta
Jika berpisah pisahlah saja
Sakit dan perih hanya sementara

Katakan padaku yang sebenarnya kau mau
Agar aku bisa melanjutkan hidupku...
(Katakan Yang Sebenarnya - Dewiq)


*))damned, gue ke sentil abis..&*#@%!!

Kamis, 04 Desember 2008

Tentang Aku

berlian air mata
tertahan di sudut mata warna
kembali kau menyapa
kembali juga aku tertawa
kembali ku tersenyum
namun akhir tiada berbeda
ku gesek biola, sayang tak berdawai
ku petik nadanya, sayang melodimu terbuang
tak ada lagi semangat terajut
kepingan diriku,terpaku diangan
apa dan mengapa?
angin yang ada lapuk berdebu?
mengapa nyanyiannya tak ceria?
tak juga bertiup..
tak juga berdesir..
mata ini melihat
hati ini meronta
biarlah berlianku..air mataku..
berbicara tentang aku

Hidup dan Mati

Mati bertanya..
ketika hidup bermakna
apa perlu ada Rasa?

hidup menjawab..
ketika mati terlaksana
tangisan bermakna rasa..

Senin, 13 Oktober 2008

old hobby comes back




i'm just thinkin' and...


eng ing eng....

piano was painted by me..painted with paint program in windows,rite??

gutgut...

although little messy all around,i felt great to did my old hobby...:))))


Rabu, 08 Oktober 2008

why????

heheehe...
i dunno why now, i like to make poems...
hmmm in fact, i do shame to publish all mine, coz i am too shame....:)))

like this day,this aftern i just made one more...:P

here's da poem:

barely you
rain cloud comes and bring grey
felt it was yesterday when i said goodbye
oh my,too hard to feeling nice
just distracted ,saw you're gone
i've tried to abolish those memories
again and again staring you
waitin' on my clock,relized my side
filling here with emptiness
ground kept me, all secretly
a lay on my fairy tears
i broke both my wings
changed them into reality and shape myself
forgetin' shallow dream..
take a sorrowfull to make me breath
cuting your snare and getting free
i do strong enough to bring my steps
leavin' all my past
btw, i've made song's lyric..
is there any of you want to make the melody for me, i can't make it well...:DDD

Minggu, 05 Oktober 2008

ketika aku mulai...lupa..

telah kucoba...menangis...
menangis dan menangis...
tapi,andai aku bisa..
akan selalu kubuat air mataku mengalir..
bukan membeku dan menguap
bukan membatu dan terlupakan
ingin...rasanya tertawa
namun aku telah kehilangan warna
tak akan pernah ada kata
bersama memudarnya senyumku
hatiku kini tertutup...
rapat,terpendam jauh disana
semua itu bohong..
apakah mereka tahu bohong itu menyakitkan??
racun...
terlalu sakit untuk terucap atau terlihat
sampai aku lupa ternyata...
aku telah berbeda
aku..tak seperti dulu
aku mendingin,mungkin akan mati...
mati dalam hatiku juga senyumku...